Strange

The funny thing about the whole self help movement and the management gurus are that they all have their own 2 cents worth to chip in about something, they all have different ways to solve a problem which they claim is the best way move my cheese dammit and the elephant ate the frog but at the same time, they all agree with each other's bull...

C'mon man, somebody's gotta be wrong.

the journey

I feel empty. No happiness nor sorrow. Caught in this in between emotion. There is nothing I want that makes any practical sense. Perhaps my mind and heart are at odds... bending my perceptions, creating a void. I feel more mortal than ever... the impending end to this journey weights heavily. Have I done enough? Have I been brave enough? Have I loved enough? Dared enough? Have I cried enough? Laughed enough? Failed enough? Succeed enough? If I leave this very day... Have I done enough? tried hard enough?

It bothers me that I can't answer these questions.