My long held suspicion that sleeplessness does not equate to a possible industrious end product, has yet to be proven. However, the theory does seem closer to reality as I mindlessly try to reclaim what used to be so easy...words..writing...creating something, anything...

I have succumbed to yet another time wasting moment. I will try again tomorrow. I will try earlier tomorrow. Slow waker as I am... slowest waker I will make if I persist in staying up to rattle nonsense.

Bless you kind soul for bothering to read. There's really nothing to decipher. I am sleepless at 2am. Logging out.

I have an eternal teenager living in me, sulking and kicking at reason.

Nobody told me that as an adult you will still harbour a masochistic little bitch in your guts...perhaps like peter pan's shadow she has a mind of her own. Perhaps not everyone has a insecure moody 19 year old leprechaun sharing the same body...but I am sure she exist with me.

Candy for the Soul- The Selby

beauty and light.

HAPPY!

love and comfort.

masterpiece and ownership.

create and breath.

intimate spaces... rejuvenating individuals......

makes one dream of building a happy nest of my own.

http://www.theselby.com/

All I want for Christmas is....

A Viola....

My fourite lippy...lady's Choice by Benefit.....

Books or book vouchers....

Music....

Golden mirror headphones from Zumreed... Golden Skullcandy headphones...

Flaming red Zumreeds...

Stars from Zumreed....

Today. Did some crying. Did some working. did some stressing.
Came home, made some green tea. breath.

Bought one's very first bridal magazine yesterday...and ... it was as boring and awful as one had anticipated...should have saved one's $8... no should have bought the design magazine one was actually lusting after.

conclusion? local bridal scene sucks.

when there is not one page that you wanted to ear mark.... not one thing that catches your attention...how do they churn this nonsense out month after month...they are all the same...how about innovation or classics even ... not a single proper article...

One is not disillusioned about weddings... one is disillusioned with magazines about weddings...

One chooses to go back to trawling the internet for ideas....booooya!

The Macallen Building, Boston- There's something so precise...so smooth...like a whisky dry...
Reminds one of a favourite building at One North